Current status of my life.

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Current status of my life.

Posted by Ilovecats324 - March 26th, 2024

I feel like my pfp

This is why, i live life and don't think about the months days or even hours prior to my life. I don't, it leads me down to a path of thinking about how, fucking wack and how my life is basically useless. I stopped trying, i stopped trying to fix my life. Its basically useless, and i will forever have a fucked up mental state. If I've lived the past few years, this way. I can live like this now. I'm not even crying, its useless everything is useless.

Staring at the wall, now im not crying expecting answers, im looking at the wall thinking about what im going to feel in the next 2 hours.

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Deathsmight 2024-03-26 23:40:20

Ok
I'm stepping in.
Look, I'm sure your aware that EVERYBODY makes mistakes and that accidents happen.
Your better than this

Sadihivoch 2024-03-27 04:43:04

Whada hell? It's so.. much.
I hope you'll get better, I can't really help with anything just, don't think about it too much, helped me at least

ben-doever 2024-03-27 06:17:30

things surely fix. it's not impossible. there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, but you have to reach it, by working for it. don't ever give up. i know for a fact you can do it. you're strong, you just don't know it yet. i you try hard enough, though, you might notice it, and you might even fix something. so please, DONT GIVE UP. i know i sound like a broken record saying the same shit over and over, but it's true, DONT GIVE UP. YOU CAN DO IT. :)

Ilovecats324 2024-03-27 13:18:03

This morning, i woke up crying. For reasons i will not state, i appreciate everyone's concern about me. I probably should tell my mother about these mental health issues im having, because living like this is really not fun, and i hate breaking down infront of my cats.

Current status of my life.

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