why do none of you listen to yung spinach cumshot?
Joined on 9/3/23
Posted by Ilovecats324 - 2 days ago
duddeeee, what the fuck. So i had a dream of @alextoolstudio trolling me pretending to be some guy and then he found my phone number called me, and exposed the dms to newgrounds and my reputation was over
but out of all people, WHY ALEX???
Posted by Ilovecats324 - 2 days ago
every1 is busy and not home and issac isn't outside, im so sad. im heartbrocken
it feels so weird being on my laptop for 30 minutes, i haven't been on my laptop much lately
Posted by Ilovecats324 - 3 days ago
I love him so much, what the fuck is wrong with meeeeeeeeeee
Ughhhhyhy8hhughgeheyegegyeeyyeyegeyeysgeg
Like bro I wanna see him so bad
Posted by Ilovecats324 - 5 days ago
I don't really have anything bad to say about life right now, im currently sitting at a dog park while writing this. Life has been great I guess, running to issacs balcony, sneaking out of my apartment, talking to my friends. Just having fun to be honest, ever since last Thursday my life has been great. I thought about leaving forever multiple times, I guess now I realized how much I held myself back in life. I could have gone outside and did something, instead of posting and sobbing about my mental issues.
I should have never dated in the first place and focused more on friendships rather than love. But I can dwell all I want but it will never take back time. All I have to do is learn from these mistakes.
I just have to learn and move on with my life, newgrounds is so useless now a days. I only left so I can be forgotten about, so I can forget about everything. I appreciate everyone's concerns about me leaving
My eyes burn, I barely get any kind of rest from being outside but I don't care. It's better to be outside instead of wasting my days away
I'm just tired, of this place. I guess my newgrounds schizo posting will quiet down slowly. Probably fade away, just like my love did for this place
Thank you, for a good 7 months on newgrounds. I'm not saying that I am going to leave forever, but I still appreciate the terrible and the good times on here.
I guess I should shut up about my life now.
Posted by Ilovecats324 - 6 days ago
I'm thinking of ghosting again, this place has some ppl I don't wanna even think/talk about them on it
Plus, I've been more worried about sneaking out rather than shitposting
I almost took him home
Posted by Ilovecats324 - 7 days ago
I'm sorry for ghosting all of you, but i thought it was best to leave and not say anything about it. I'm only posting for 1, i miss the feeling of posting 2, I don't want my close friends to think i killed myself or something like that. No im not concerned about with my friend.
I think I'll stick around, but only for my friends here and not as cope.
I have a friend irl named issac and i really like him, I think i don't even have a chance. So im not gonna bother trying, me and him just set shit on fire and find cigars and vapes and smoke them. You know lung cancer is ass, so we don't do it often
My life ever since i left has been so much better, i was trying to get a certain someone to stop stalking my newgrounds page. His friend told me that he does, its really sad tbh. Thank you those who uh, assisted me in my shit journey. I almost left and like never came back. Not that its important, but im alive and uh
My dad is black so i can say the n-word
so thats awesome
Anyways guys, have a good day. I might post more today i don't even know tbh.