I don't really have anything bad to say about life right now, im currently sitting at a dog park while writing this. Life has been great I guess, running to issacs balcony, sneaking out of my apartment, talking to my friends. Just having fun to be honest, ever since last Thursday my life has been great. I thought about leaving forever multiple times, I guess now I realized how much I held myself back in life. I could have gone outside and did something, instead of posting and sobbing about my mental issues.

I should have never dated in the first place and focused more on friendships rather than love. But I can dwell all I want but it will never take back time. All I have to do is learn from these mistakes.

I just have to learn and move on with my life, newgrounds is so useless now a days. I only left so I can be forgotten about, so I can forget about everything. I appreciate everyone's concerns about me leaving

My eyes burn, I barely get any kind of rest from being outside but I don't care. It's better to be outside instead of wasting my days away

I'm just tired, of this place. I guess my newgrounds schizo posting will quiet down slowly. Probably fade away, just like my love did for this place

Thank you, for a good 7 months on newgrounds. I'm not saying that I am going to leave forever, but I still appreciate the terrible and the good times on here.

I guess I should shut up about my life now.

I'm thinking of ghosting again, this place has some ppl I don't wanna even think/talk about them on it

Plus, I've been more worried about sneaking out rather than shitposting

I almost took him home

I'm sorry for ghosting all of you, but i thought it was best to leave and not say anything about it. I'm only posting for 1, i miss the feeling of posting 2, I don't want my close friends to think i killed myself or something like that. No im not concerned about with my friend.

I think I'll stick around, but only for my friends here and not as cope.

I have a friend irl named issac and i really like him, I think i don't even have a chance. So im not gonna bother trying, me and him just set shit on fire and find cigars and vapes and smoke them. You know lung cancer is ass, so we don't do it often

My life ever since i left has been so much better, i was trying to get a certain someone to stop stalking my newgrounds page. His friend told me that he does, its really sad tbh. Thank you those who uh, assisted me in my shit journey. I almost left and like never came back. Not that its important, but im alive and uh

My dad is black so i can say the n-word

so thats awesome

Anyways guys, have a good day. I might post more today i don't even know tbh.

yuh!!! shit is so fire pluh

I was gonna fucking draw, but im tired and now I can barely keep my eyes open. LIKE COME ON DRAWING IS MOR IMPORTANT THAN ME SLEEPING!!

last week i was crying, to this song. I just felt really guilty for my actions

I can't even share the song that just fucking kills me inside. It hurts sm to listen to it

List of usernames i don't use anymore

mike_skylar

Ilovecats234

mikeilaluvsu2

Yourfakeem0 (sadly that is my snapchat user)

Mrstupid (yes i came up w/ that)

Localgoth11

Localg0th11

werido-kid

9yschopathicgoth

Ilovecats324_

pandasfinda

pandasftguhg (my roblox user, yes i came up with that when i was nine)

number1leafyisheredefender

Il0vecats324

Ihatecats234

Stupidityiskey

currentlystalkingu

depressedl0serxd

urmomisawhore111

Ilovecats3244

grasssmoker

methcranker6000

imonsumemostuff

buttcracklicker69

skullcrusher69

screaming4death

screamingdeath111

sexmachine1220

Yourfakem0

LaZyCaT443

mikeilahatesuu2

im done

Good morning how are u guys doing today

hello, its nothing serious this time its just that my irl friend is getting wrapped up and into trouble for some shit shes doing on roblox and im currently blacking out and going private on all my socials. this is just for my safety nothing else to be honest.

You will see me lurking on comment sections just gonna slow down posting just for safety

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@nkrt wants to have sex with nicknack, and shes not skibidi